Welcome
This is the homepage of my website.
The real meat and potatoes, my diary updates, are stored here.
Feel free to explore what it has to offer for you.
I'd advise reading the
About Me beforehand to get some insight into who I am and what exactly this website is. I will warn you though, it's a bit of a long read.
Diary
I will update this daily, however please do not be surprised if I miss a day or two.
Every month, I will clear the front page of the blog and add those entries to the archive page, as to not make the page too long.
- 2025.04.16 - 7:09 PM
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I'm back home now, listening to the opening theme from a game I grew up with. I have a bunch of schoolwork that I'm behind on but I'm too busy working on like a million personal projects to care. I'm sure I'll be fine.
- 2025.04.16 - 3:25 PM
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Because I'm not popular, I'll go outside. I decided to try something new with this entry, since I'm not at my computer right now I'm typing this entry on my phone. I'm on my way to the convenience store as usual to get something to drink
I stopped by the park to rest, I'm doing all of this because I'm pretty sure it's good for my mental health. I ended up buying a monster and some candy. The wind keeps alternating between a gentle breeze and aggressive gusts that blow my hair over my face and make it hard to see.
- 2025.04.16 - 12:06 PM
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Today is SAT day and I'm a senior who never took it so I get to stay home today. I'm just gonna waste time and watch anime and play halo today, no need to really do much of anything. I'm eating ramen right now. Life is good.
- 2025.04.15 - 4:31 PM
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I stopped by the store on the way home from school and bought a bag of these chips I found called "Saboritones". They actually kind of remind me of those sweet cheetos they used to release every easter (Or at least the texture is the same). The flavor is lime and chillis, vaguely like takis but nowhere near as hot and a lot more lime flavor. They're really good.
- 2025.04.14 - 8:47 PM
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I really don't know who or what I am anymore. My sociology teacher was giving a lesson on George Mead's theory of the self the other day and I felt a complete disconnect from Mead's concept of the "I".
For context: George Mead was a sociologist who theorized that the personality is composed of the "I" (spontaneous self; how you innately are outside of social interaction), and the "Me" (socialized self; how you are based on what society has taught you to be through norms and expectations).
I took this class with the intention of it helping me better understand human interaction through the lens of objective and empirical data but it honestly ended up having the opposite effect because the entire field of sociology is very subjective and not akin to physical sciences like biology or chemistry. I have always had trouble with the concept of comprehending my own identity as a person, but I feel like this knowledge has exacerbated the problem. On the bright side, it has at least proven insightful into what could potentially be the cause of why I am so lonely.